THINGS CROWDING MY MIND (4)

Presently my mind is rushing through cyclones and peace - a frustrating situation. So let me begin this way, -
I don't find any valid reason of me being so upset at times over petty matters.My father has always taught me not to expect even the slightest bit of love or care from people whom I love or who are close to me.And I have always tried to do so but instead of my continuous effort I start demanding the same what I give others.
Babu has said that if I stop expecting from people then it is me who will be benefited.Still, My stupid heart wishes for love and respect.Oh , hell! Well, I have someone very special in my life who will never hurt me, I bet. No matter what the rest of the world does he'll never go against me, I believe.I have stopped caring about others , ( exception - my family )it is him who matters to me now.
S.H

WHY AN ATHEIST ?

Most of you believe in the existence of God, the Almighty, Allah or whatever you say in your language.The emotional bond between you and your faith is very profound, I must say.The believers often beg for help from God when in problem.Well, to be truthful I was among 'YOU'.
Some of the things which are believed world wide -
1) God is honest.
2) God is just.
3) God is the great.
4) God doesn't discriminate among people.
5) God equally loves all.
6) God is the creator of this world.
    and so on.......
Now my questions arise. Does God really treat everyone equally? Is he just enough? Does he love all?
NO. In almost every corner of the world poor are being tortured everyday by the rich.They are made fool.
And what does HE do? Enjoy the view? Where did his justice go? And what about his divine love???

I am an atheist because I don't believe in an observer of crime. I am an atheist because the poor are not given justice by HIM. The day God will punish those criminals I will be the happiest to join back in his troop of followers.
Will this really happen? Or is it only a dream?

THINGS CROWDING MY MIND (3)

Back to home feels good.Tomorrow social studies exam and I was preparing for it though I couldn't resist my urge to write something here. So I ended up with another post of THINGS CROWDING MY MIND. I remember the day I started blogging....Oh! How silly I was then ( Haven't seen any improvement in  the condition yet ;) ).
I feel myself so lucky to get love from readers of almost every corner of the world. To be truthful I didn't think that I can continue my blog but after receiving a positive review from you guys makes me feel top of the world.
Thank you all and keep smiling....
P.S - glimpsesofcloud9.blogspot.com is eagerly waiting for your visit !!
S.H

ATTENTION PLEASE !!

Hi, 

New Blog is born.Cloud 9 - my new blog where you can get lyrics of songs, poems by me, reviews on films and books and importantly - thoughts to be infused to reality.

blog address- glimpsesofcloud9.blogspot.com
Hope you will love the content in there.
Regards
S.H

Visualising the mountains

The curved roads that wrap around the mountains and the green shawl of comfort make the best of pairs. Millions of birds and insects have taken shelter in the welcoming arms of the mountains. Flowers and their fragrance occupies the soul and the eternal captures the heart. Dew droplets shimmer like diamonds under the morning sun.The air - so purified, so cozy as it never was. Morning ragas of birds echo in the mind and their dance of joy is a scene to behold. When the sun wakes up in the lap of the great mountains, my heart feels the golden rays and the warmth filled in it.I close my eyes , open my arms and wish to embrace the sight and never let it go away from me. The Nepali girls walk to their schools and place of work with their anklets making a sweet and charming rhythm.

THINGS CROWDING MY MIND (2)

Am I always the trouble maker? Why am I suppose to feel guilty all the time even if it is not my fault.Is it called etiquette ? Sometimes I strongly feel that I am made to think wrong of myself. People think I am so egotistical but what do you think? I don't find myself so rude as people consider me to be. I don't find any reason of such wrong assumptions.
After writing all these down still I am boiling with anger and frustration.And when I am angry the silly emotions find their way out of the corner of my eyes.I can't control them.
I am sorry if I have bored you with my complaints.
S.H

68th Independence Day : A long way to go

Today as a face of the whole nation the National flag of India , the tricolor was hoisted by an agent of IMPERIALISM - Narendra Modi. We lived to see this day.That's so dreadful. Being communists we also couldn't do much to prevent all from seeing this happen.Aren't we to be blamed?

On this very day, 67 years back we got our freedom.But are we really free after so many decades?- A question that bothers me every second.I am not very sure of typing HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY.
'Cause there are millions on the streets of India who need food and shelter.So how can it be HAPPY for us?
A long way to go when we can say......" WE ARE FREE "

THINGS CROWDING MY MIND (1)

I agree to the fact that I have got a very pulsating mind.My mood swings are really out of my hands.Presently I feel to write whatever I am thinking now 'cause I don't know if these moments will return in my life again!

First thing : I am happy because I have got a chance to do anchoring on the Independence Day celebration in my school.This time I have planned of rocking the stage though people are not always listening to the anchors ! That annoys me but when I am a part of the audience I don't listen much to the anchors' chatter. LOL.

Second thing : After a long days I have got back the zest of writing here.To be truthful for some days I wasn't very eager to write the blog but as I said already I am the owner of a pulsating mind.Being back here feels good.Loving the time.

Third thing : I was solving some sums which gave me a severe headache. Not really a fan of the subject.My blog is the only source of comfort to me and I can freshen up my thoughts here.So, that's why here I am.

Want to read something more??? 
Posts will be coming up soon.
Thanks for reading my foolish thoughts and loving them all the way.

West Bengal suffers : A thousand Times and Again

Job seekers are suffering.People are not getting jobs and the govt. is wasting money in stupid functions which are of no use to the common men.A thousand times and again it is The Govt. in Bengal and the intelligence gang is responsible for all these.Acid attacks on girls are increasing and all is quiet.When it comes to host luxurious functions West Bengal is the first raising hand but when it comes to the interest of common men govt. doesn't raise voice.That's their motto.

Becoming tough to keep up !

These days it is becoming tough for me to keep up with the world around me. Struggling each minute to fight back.Breathing each moment to survive....All seems to be upside down.Nobody understands my thoughts....Either fight back or....only one option- FIGHT BACK !

Israeli invasion on Gaza continues

It has been many days since the first attack on Gaza and the attacks continue.This is a reaction to 3 Israeli young fellows being killed by the Hamas. I wonder if it is really fair to take hundreds of life as revenge.So many children return home from schools to see their parents lying dead in the abandoned house.This is really shameful .